This is his brother... Jacob died earlier this month of Organ Failure due to a suicide attempt back in '06. He was a sweet boy that most people never gave a chance because the way he acted because he was shy. In the same year before his almost suicide he lost his girl friend due to a suicide that she had committed in front of him. The stress was too much for him to deal with because not only that he was bullied constantly. He did find a friend who also was dealing with the bullies of school and they were both suicidal at this point. They would joke about the best ways to go, and she thought of the perfect knife idea, unfortunately he tried to commit suicide this way and for months he was in the hospital. After that he never thought those thoughts again and he and that girl became thicker than thieves because they understood each other. At the end of his life when he was in the hospital he sent an e-mail to this girl asking her to marry him if he made it through this, he was so sincere at the end of his life about how he wasn't afraid to die anymore. We were enuf, he would say, enuf was his favorite word.

at his funeral we freshened up his red hair and he finally got to be a vampire in a coffin, it was a joke he always wanted to play with so what better time than this, we sent him out with a big bang. there was an accidental fire at the funeral, candles and all you know. We miss him very much though...